Been wandering around in my head a little today. Not that it wasn't an unproductive day by any means. I have watched some really cool videos, read a little, interacted via Facebook, but still not making any moves. I feel like despite my intentions things are seriously becoming harder and harder for me to stay focused on what I should be doing. There was a time this morning where a little voice from my subconscious asked me what I wanted. For the hundreth time this week, I wanted to scream 'I don't want anything I don't already have!' To me I am pretty comfortable being who I am. Sure I miss my friends, people around me all the time, my darling girl- but none of that is happiness in itself. My battles are internal.